I wrote this poem as sort of a part two to a poem i wrote forever ago. That poem was called "sonnet dream" wherein i wrote a sonnet. Two people were in a field, relaxing together. Everything was perfect, the sun, sky, the birds chirping. It was beautiful and perfect. But when the girl opened her eyes she realized she was only dreaming. I used to feel that happiness like simply didn't happen for me. couldn't. That it only existed in my dreams. Now, i know that I have that in my waking moments thanks to my wonderful boyfriend.